Archive for June, 2009

Thoughts of the day….

Friday, June 5th, 2009

From May 21, 2009…. yeah I’m slow on posting… I’m in a mood now though.

While I am not consistent in writing, I do love to write and feel a need to do some expression of creativity frequently. One of these days I’ll actually post these online for others to read.

Today it’s how actually appreciated I feel. My boss was trying to find something on a co-worker’s office who is out this week on vacation. Said co-worker has a system that only she really knows well and I only have a vague clue about. My boss started musing out loud about trying once more to upgrade my position from a Range 8 (not much pay) to something better so that I’ll stick around longer. She knows that I’m on the look out for something more challenging, that will better use my education and skills and pays more. She has told me from day 1 that she knows I’m only around until something better comes along and she is hopeful that she can create something for me so she can keep me.

Interestingly enough this isn’t’ the first time just this week she’s mentioned working on a way to upgrade me. Perhaps it’s because she’s been interviewing for other spots that are open in the unit and hiring people is in the front of her mind.

Only time will tell as to if I stay or go find something else. A headhunter actually contacted me for a technical writing position. Unfortunately it’s a 3-4 month contract that could turn into a 1 year contract and then who knows if I’d have a job. I have stable employment even if the pay is low I’m not going to trade a stable job with benefits with the uncertainty of potentially not having a job in 3 months just for more money per hour.

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I feel flat…..

Friday, June 5th, 2009

I’m feeling flat. Like a tire that is limping along until the driver can get to a air pump. My air pump is the end of the day and the air is hopefully my weekend. I have a lack of motivation and drive to do anything today. I have tasks to do I even get to attend a new training in it’s pilot mode since it’s for a new procedure. I get to build a database that will help all of my clerk co-workers archive files in preparation for a big move. I have things that are fun to do but I have no interest or motivation to do them.

Maybe I feel flat because one of the not as much fun tasks for the day is a pile of files about 12″ thick that have to be scanned and neither of my copiers wants to be nice to me. I really don’t want to fight with equipment or try to fix it yet again because if it goes down we won’t see a repair guy until next month.

Maybe I can change how I’m feeling. My former boss Kaleem was always upbeat and more than once told me that my mood was a choice. I could be blah or I could be upbeat even in the worst of events. Nothing really truly terrible is going on right now so I can seriously choose to be happier…. Maybe after coffee………

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Sue Darby, BS Business, MOS
Certificate in Fashion Design
Microsoft Office Master Certified
Alpha Beta Kappa Honors Society
Business Owner & Webmistress

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What are my passions?

Thursday, June 4th, 2009

What are my passions? I really don’t know. What do I love doing? What can I make money at and love doing so that “work” is effortless and I’m “in the zone” when I’m “working”? I write well or alt east I think I do. I sew well but that didn’t bring in money at least not in the dolls which are my passion. I can make some people clothes but only in limited quantities so starting a sewing business is out of the question and dolls don’t bring in enough and aren’t viable.

So what can I do that combines my passions but will bring in enough money to support children and a house and all the things I want or need in life? This I guess for now is the eternal question.

I can work with computers and enjoy that. I love to help others but when I did AmeriCorps that didn’t bring in enough to cover everything. Can I do something similar and make money? Perhaps? Will it put me “in the zone”? Maybe. I do it well and enjoy it so maybe teaching is something to pursue seriously. Combine sewing, computers and teaching… yup those would put me “in the zone” but what can I do that combines those three things and brings in money living in Alaska?

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Sue Darby, BS Business, MOS
Certificate in Fashion Design
Microsoft Office Master Certified
Alpha Beta Kappa Honors Society
Business Owner & Webmistress

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